Tuesday, January 29, 2008
i'm stressed, i think.i ask myself, why can't we get any piece to be perfect? yeah, practice takes time. i know that. but what i also know is that some people are not practicing their hardest. when i talk, people also talk. tell them not to talk anymore & listen, 10sec later talk again. what kind of nonsense is this. do you not take me seriously? rawr. i seriously do not dare to imagine what will happen on friday. plus we won't have anymore individual prac for a longlong time. & then some people just randomly fall sick (a bit too many times) if you are sick, make sure you know you notes well enough. thing is, you DON'T. go empty your bladder before practice, then you won't keep going toilet so often during practice. our time is limited, do you know? if i could, i would create a camp man. so that we can have intensive. i hate to see how strict handbells i've made it out to be. but you all really forced me to do so. i've got no choice left. if you cannot do what you need to do in that little amount of time, then we have to extend it. i cannot allow performances like prefect's installation08 to happen ever again, & i hope the future presidents will never allow such a thing to happen as well. i'm really sorry, but you all really need to work hard now, so that we'll have a successful performance. i'm sorry. but if you show me how hard you guys are working & we make good progress, all your tuesdays practices can be shortened. but for now, no. & dont you dare complain to me, cus you all earned it for yourselves.
i figured i'm ranting now, haha.
i love you guys alot & alot. but because we HAVE to make this work out, we really got to be on our toes all the time now. & it can be really fun when you work hard. especially when you know your notes, then the piece sounds fine. anyway our pieces are really fun, when you perfect it. plus, when you work super hard at handbells, you can forget about whatever that happened during the week & whatever, so its really refreshing i feel sometimes.
i can't spend my whole night ranting here, so i'll end here. sadly my life does not only consist of handbells. something called amaths homework exists too. hahahhaaa.
Lord, we need Your help, i need Your help.